A BREEZE ON THE GRASSLAND

CHAPTER TEN

Wednesday, 18^TH JUNE 20………

I woke fresh and in one of my best mood. In school I joked with everyone and was in a friendly mood. I met Melvin and his friends and for the first time I and Melvin shared a smile instead of our loathing look as a greeting. I took Pete to the café and treated him with milk chocolate. 

I knew this mood would not last forever. Something would happen and turn the whole world up side down again. Rex wanted me to meet him our regular place at lunch break but I said no. I saw he going to martin and they went together. It was no secret between Martin and me and we know each other’s sex escapades. But we didn’t discuss it to each other.

I walked to our classroom and wanted to sit alone and dream. I met James in corridor. He was coming from the other end and I waited for him. He saw me and stopped. I knew what was in his mind so I called him. He watched around the corridor and twisted his fingers. He was afraid and worried.

"Relax….I’m not going to hit you…..” I said. "I only want to talk…” I raised my hands submissively.

"It’s private…kid. Would you mind if we go there…..” I pointed to the verandah. He nodded and we walked together.

"I know Nick what you wanted to talk about…” he said.

We had reached the verandah. I leaned to the wall and crossed my hands across my chest. He was leaning to the pillar facing me. We were alone. He looked at my face and smiled. I nodded.

"You wanted to know about Mr. Robert and me. Right…?” I nodded again.

"Okay…. This started about three months before. We are meeting at his place and sometimes in my house too. You do not misunderstand me. He is not my boyfriend. My boyfriend is near from my house and he didn’t know about me and Robert.”

"You have a boyfriend…?” I asked.

"Yes…” he wasn’t shy. "He is older than you are. Actually he is twenty-one. Any way that wasn’t you wanted to know…. So…”

"How did it started…?” I asked him. I wanted to know if Rob is doing it with every other boy.

"He and my dad are friends. Their friendship started when Robert came here. They met in the church. Dad invited him to our home and he is visiting us every week after that. My mom transferred to Bangalore before four months and staying there because of the distance. She came once in a month or the holidays. Therefore, Robert stayed many nights with us. It was normal because dad and he having the party and was drunk. They stayed for late night and anyway he could not go home. I did not have any doubts.”

He looked at me. I smiled assuring him. "Your brothers or sisters didn’t object…?”

"It’s only me….. I’m the only child….” He continued. "Then one day I saw dad kissing Robert. I never stayed late but that night I was thirsty and came down to get water. They did not see me. I hid in the shadow and watched. Both were kissing each other and Robert said something to dad. Dad carried him to his bedroom and I followed. I knew what would follow because my boyfriend and I were doing it for a long period. They forget to lock the door and I pushed it a little open and watched them making it. After that I watched them every day. Thus one day Robert caught me. He did not ask me or told dad. He pretended that he did not know I saw what happening between them. Thus one day he invited me to his place and I went.”

"You were hoping….right?” I asked. "Who is active among you…? Rob…?”

"No…. I fuck him. He wants it that way…” he smiled. "But not with my boyfriend.”

"Okay….kid. Come on…. it’s going too late.” I said and started to walk. But he kept his place.

"Nick….” He called. I stopped and looked at him searching. "Nick…. Don’t tell this anyone. I’ll do everything you want. I don’t want my boyfriend know…”

"No…. I don’t.” I assured him. "And for what you promised…..” I winked. "I’ll let you know…”

I patted his shoulder and forced him to walk.

I had wasted the lunch break so I want to make out it after school. Melvin had a fierce look on his face when we met in the music class. I was walking with Pete and did not see Melvin. He stomped in front of us at the door and hit his elbow on my stomach with force. I was surprised more than the pain I felt. Pete did not see Melvin hitting me. I had not any idea why this sudden outburst.

I took the next seat to him and played the drum loudly just to annoy him. He ignored me complete and played his guitar. I had enough of this and stopped my playing then turned to him and watched his face. I remembered what happened yesterday and wanted to hug him.

"Am I got horns growing on my head…?” he stopped playing and turned to me.

"No… you got some other things I want to taste….” I winked.

"In your dreams…..” he whispered. His eyes focused on my middle. I patted over my bulge and ran my finger over my hardened shat.

"Sorry… but I can't control…. You know it is your fault. He is hardening when you are around. I think he knows what he wants. He likes you and wants to know you…” I whispered so no one could hear us.

"Then tell him don’t waste his energy…” he whispered back.

"Why did you hit me…?” I asked him suddenly.

"Me…? When…?”He wore an innocent look on his face. I stared him. Oh boy...! What a fucking actor is he…!

After the class, I went to Peter’s house. I think he is somehow addicted to me and want me to do it many times. Sometimes it goes to four or five times within three hours and I felt exhausted and dried up. If I were tired, he would climb on top of me and ride my cock until he gets the satisfaction. He told me he has a boyfriend now and doing it with him too. Though he did not tell me his boyfriend’s name.

I met Jijo when I reached home. He was with Caroline. I overlooked him and went straight to my room. There I changed and came down to eat something. Jijo was still sitting there with Caroline. I chatted with Sarah while eating and told her I going out to the shop and be back within an hour. I said this aloud because I wanted Jijo to hear. I knew he would come after me.

I waited under the shadow of the banyan tree near his house. It is a gigantic and aged tree and no one would watch if you hid the other side. As I expected, I saw Jijo coming. He searched both sides as he came. As he closed near to the tree I called him softly. He looked around and approached where I was hiding.

"I thought you forget me…..” he whispered as he came.

I pulled him to me and hugged him. "Where were you gone with Jack…?”

"His grandparents….” He said. "We…” I did not allow him to finish. My mouth covered his and I shoved my tongue in. He sucked my tongue, grabbed my hard cock over the trouser, and squeezed. I sucked his lips hard. Jijo pulled my trouser then the brief down to my knees and freed his mouth from me. My penis stood erect in his grasp and oozed pre cum on his twisting fingers. He lowered himself down and licked over my cock and balls.

"Not now….Jijo… someone would see us….” I panted.

"No one sees us here….” he thrust his tongue to my piss hole through the parted foreskin.

I forced my fingers on his cheeks and shoved my hard rod in his mouth. He massaged my balls and the area under them. I swelled more in his mouth and thrust my cock more in his mouth. My motions were fast. I knew the road was empty and wanted to culminate early. But I took time and leaned on the tree trunk when I expostulate in his mouth and pressed his mouth on my thick pubic hairs. I did not withdrew my cock but thrust slowly in his mouth ‘til I softened.

I kept my pose until my breathings became normal and my body felt cool. Then I pulled my cloths up and looked for Jijo. He was sitting on the earth. I pulled him to stand and kissed him. I knew it was the time my parents coming home. So, I kissed him again and we parted. I waited there for him to go.

Caroline opened the door and I did not wait to answer her question. Opening and locking the door of my room I peeled off my clothes and went straight to bathroom. I stood under the shower for ten minutes and using the soap cleaned me thoroughly. I did not want to smell sex when I face my parents.

Next day I had to go to Melvin’s house because Clara ma’am invited me. This day was one of my unlucky days because I did not have anyone to unload. I was not feeling well, stayed in class, and did not have any idea why did she invite me.

I walked to her place after school. She wanted me to go with them in their car but I said no. I liked to walk. Actually I did not want to sit with Melvin. I walked slowly and about an hour later I made it. It rained heavy and the weather felt cold.

Their house is a small two storey building surrounded with a small lawn and a garden. Melvin was bathing in the rain wearing only a baggy trouser. He did not hear me opening the gate because of the rain and was doing some kind of dance. I advanced the distance to him and made a loud sound close to his ear. He jumped and turned. He was frightened and his face was white without any sign of the blood. He stared me with widened eyes for one second and did not have the idea who I was.

I was delighted because of his frightened look and bent my eye brows in a question.

"Is ma’am home….?” I asked.

He wiped the water from his face with his fingers and nodded. He invited me to follow him and start walking to the door. I followed him looking his nakedness. The light grey trouser he wore was wet and stick to his thighs showing the pinkness of them. His body was smooth without a hair. His full and round buttocks shook as he walked and made something stir inside me. I took a deep breathe and focused my eyes on his buttocks.

I removed my boot at the steps and climbed the steps to the verandah. Melvin waited for me and as I removed my rain coat he took it from me and hanged on the hook. He turned to face me and saw I was staring him. His wet body was goose pimpled. He made me horny and he saw it in my eyes. I stared lustily at his light pink nipples. They were hard because of the cold and pointed inviting me. I stared down to his flat and smooth tummy, his belly button filled with rain drops and stayed down over his small pink dick visible through the thin and wet trouser sticking to his body. He did not wear underwear. His cock was semi harden because of cold rain. His face became redder and placed his both palms over his crotch. I wanted to take him in a tight embrace and kiss hard on his red full lips.

I felt my dick struggling in my brief to stand erect. My cock hardened like an iron rod and the bulge huge. I removed my backpack and picking it in front of me, hid it. Melvin nodded and knocked on the door calling.

Ma’am opened the door and pleased to see me. She told Melvin to go back side and dry himself then change his clothes. She invited me in and opened the door more.

"He gets a cold in this rain.” I said as following her then sitting down on the sofa and kept the bag on my lap.

"Don’t worry…. "She smiled. "He won’t. He is playing in the rain since he started to walk. He got the habit of it.”

"Why did you ask me to come…?” I asked her.

"Today is Melvin’s birthday.” She said facing me. "Don’t ask why there is no decoration or why didn’t invite his other friends. He did not want to celebrate his birthday but I insisted. So I invite you and some others too.”

I wanted to ask whom but did not. I knew one of them would be Martin.

"But ma’am…. You should tell me before…” I said. "Now…”

"It’s okay….Nick.” she smiled. "Please share our tiny happiness….”

I smiled. Therefore, it was his birthday and I came empty-handed. I was sad because I did not know before and wanted to give him something that would make known my heart to him. Ma’am left me there because she was cooking a small dinner for the guest. She told me so.

I watched the decoration of the room and saw two photographs on the wall. One was a younger man’s and another was a small child about two years old. I knew the younger man was Melvin’s father. Who was the other? I stood and walked to the photograph for look close. It was not Melvin because the child did not have his eyes. I stared at the photograph and frowned.

"It’s my elder brother’s….” I heard Melvin’s soft voice behind me.

"Ah…your elder brother…” I turned to face him frowning.

 "Kevin…. That was his name…” he said. "That’s his last photograph.”

"I didn’t know….” I whispered. I remembered the sadness I had seen on madam’s face when I told her my age. So if he was alive, then he was the same age as me. Poor lad.

"It’s okay…” he smiled sadly. Then he looked at me and his sadness was gone!

"Hey…. You have to keep that bag in front of you…” he said in a low voice. "If mom sees that monster standing…..you know it’s not good.”

I sat back on the couch and put the bag on my lap again. Melvin sat opposite of me and smiled sweetly. He had changed into a half trouser and black T shirt. Ma’am came with two cup of coffee and gave one cup to me. She excused us and told she had a lot to do before the guests came and disappeared. I asked Melvin who was coming and he said some of his family friends.

"Is Martin is coming…?” I wanted to know.

"No. we will celebrate later in his place.” He winked. "Anyway, mom doesn’t like me inviting him here.”

I nodded. Of course they had planned everything and I knew how they would celebrate. I had a pang in my chest. We finished the hot coffee. I felt warm.

"Come on… I’ll show you my room….” Melvin took the empty cups and stood. I put my bag on the near table and stood. I was normal now and followed him. He said me to wait and went to the kitchen. I looked around. The room was clean and filled with furniture and knick-knacks. Melvin came back and started to climb the stairs up to his room. I followed him.

"Is this house is rented or….?” I asked.

"No… Mom bought this house before one month. We want to settle here. Actually I wanted more than mom.” He replied. We reached at his room and he opened the door.

"Why…? Where were you before you came here…?” I asked as following him in the room.

"In Bombay with our relatives…” he said. "Please make you comfortable Nick…” he said.

I sat on the bed and looked around the room. He kept his room very neat and everything was its place. He sat on the chair facing me.

"Mom taught in a private school there. Our family includes both my grandparents and uncles and aunts and their children. All of them in Bombay and I felt catastrophic between them. I am the smallest of them and everyone is concerned more than I needed. I want breathe free. So when she found about the vacancy here we got a chance to escape and well…. we are here now….” he smiled.

I did not ask him about his father or brother. "What about your friends…?”

"I am in contact with them regularly…” he pointed his chin to the computer. "Moreover, yes…. I have one or two friends like martin and now its history….”

I nodded. "So, you are experienced……” I asked.  Why is this information hurting my heart…?

"Not like you….Nick.” he winked. "Our friendship limited only in a hug or kiss.” He lowered his voice. "But I can't control me when martin is around. In addition, it is not like you doing with your birds. We are waiting for me to get ride of the fear.”

"Do whatever you want but if you wishing for a firm relation, Martin is not the one.” I said in a tight voice.

We stared each other and were silent. I stood and walked to the rack where he kept his CDs. I searched through them and found a melody I liked and put in the player and set the volume low the stood near him leaning on the table.

"How come you like Martin but not me…?” I crossed my hands over my chest.

"It’s for you to think….” He said. "Only your body is matured but not your mind… you had created a world of yours and always thinking what you seeing are right.”

I looked at his face, had nothing to say, and wanted to cry. I know I could not do what I promised to him. I can not hurt him or take what I wanted with force. I love him and I knew it now. I love him and I cannot tell him. I want him loves me too. One day he will know that.

I sat again on the bed. Melvin changed the CD and put another. He asked me if I want some munchies and I said no, I want to take a nap. It was okay for him because he said that he was going to take a shower. I lay down on my back and crossed my hand over the eyes then told him to wake me when the other guests come. I was not sleeping. My eyes were open and saw him removing his T shirt and dropping it on the chair. Then he put hands on the waist band of his trouser and stopped. He turned to look at me then walked to the bathroom and opened the door. Entering the bathroom he closed it.

I heard the water running and I imagined him under the shower. I was dreaming him naked under the shower and the water running down over his pink body. My dream broke in the middle when he opened the door and came back in the room wrapping a towel around his middle. He went to the mirror and brushed his hair. He did not use any face cream or powder. But opened the closet and took some clothes and came back to the chair where he dropped the T shirt.

He put clothes over the T shirt, picked a white brief, and did not look at me. He ignored me as if I was not there and pulled the brief over his thighs then removed the towel. I struggled to control my breath and did not make any sound. His thighs are full rounded and smooth. The skin looked pink under the thin brief and I can see the out line of his little cock and balls bulging a little. I knew my dick was hardened and nodding in my pants. He stood in briefs watching me and a smile appeared on his lips. He took time to wear his jeans and T shirt.

I had a doubt that he knew I was not sleeping and watching him. So he made show out of it only to electrify me. If this true, he succeeded. After dressing, he came close to the bed and sat beside me. I managed the urge to pull him and crush him under my body.

"Nick….” He called softly. I did not answer.

He put his hand on my chest and as shaking me to wake, kneaded softly.

"Ummmm…..” I stirred.

"I’m going down to mom. I’ll be back within seconds.” He said.

"Yeah…” I said and rolled down on my stomach. I heard him opening the door and closing it again.  He came back as he said and sat again beside me. I felt his hands massaging my back softly but kept my pace.

I heard the bell rang and the door opening. Melvin shook me hard and stirred as I was asleep. He told me to get up and wash my face because the guests were here. I got up from the bed and did not try to straight my erect cock. I wanted him to saw what he is doing to me. But I straightened it in the bathroom and cleaned the sticky spots on my pants. I had to face the guests.